Monday, February 26, 2007
Im craving oreo ice blend with pearl like bloody hell. I've ate alot these pass few days and like what the hoot! I just hope one dance per day burns 1kg of fats and in one week, ill be losing at least 7kg. Gitu macam, banyak punyah gerek! Im getting migranes over revising.
3 Months to malay olevel and how bad can that be?
I've not yet memorise or understand the malay peribahasa or even this means I've to ever get ready for my Prelims. I've not yet read a book to actually widen my mind and improve my malay language. And what I am gg to say! I've scored A1 for my chemistry and B3 for my fnn.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Way back into love
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it true without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I fee
lI need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
And if you help me to start again
You know i'll be there for you in the end
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Hello, my new bestfriend; cookie monster. I don't need a new teddy bear, my cookie monster is ever so wonderful. Love, qeena
Yesterday, I did not attend x-day and I've missed my last x-day. Okay whatever! Ms Nadiah went to my crib and we left for towning with Amanda and Isabell. Before that, we met each other at Passenger Service, Tampines Mrt. We headed to Vivocity for myself, window shopping; for themselves, shopping! I was ever so dissappointed as I didn't have that much money with me. But I actually love our day together, out from school. Isabell left us and we headed to pasir ris beach for picture taking. And the beach was ever fun! We headed back to our crib by seven, I think.
Today was study day. I and my friend changed places to study. From blok 800plus to 400plus to Afghanistan macd. Hoho, we can be that crazy eh?
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Oh hello people! And im ever happy than yesterday. I mean much more. Aku tahu asal aku happy, cuma aku tidak mahu bilang kamu semua! I've got a big smile on my face, bebeh! I've got this hippa-doo-dah attitude. Im so hyper like I'd never seem to before. You make me jump to the height that I'd never reached before. Oh please, right now, Im screaming my tops off! Look people, bare with me, Im happy-oh-oh-qeena
And tomorrow is cross country at bedok reservoir! I bet you all, I can say that less than 8 people might attend. Guess who?
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Hello, Im qeena with a happier side of me from last year. You understand, understand not? I dont care lah siah! Zakwan is an adorable baby with a temperamental side of him. He loves aeroplanes and sweets. He is my cousin!
These few days, I've been with my family, aunties and cousins. The horrible part of camping was the toilet! And Im so concern about hygiene. I didn't go to the nearest toilet actually cause I know that it would be dirty due to the irresponsible crowd in the toilet with the stucking of sanitary pads all over the cubical, wet floor(there might be pee in it!), unflushed toilet bowls and unfunctionable toilet flush. I cannot tolerate and never would I. Actually, Dad was too good to be true. He sent me to the toilet far from my pit, riding on his motorcycle for the first time. And it was ever great! I love you, papa-yah! The very best part was the gathering of people whom I have not meet for more than 5 months. And I wasn't myself these few days. I simply did anything I want like no one's business. I've made sandcastles, chased kids, rid scooter and played water. How much kiddy am I? I dont know!
February 19th(the second day of camp), my body started to ache and till now, I couldn't tolerate it. People started to run and packed their belongings due to the bad weather. Havock giler! It rained like Singapore never did before. The grass is wet and same goes to my tent, inside out! After my afternoon nap, I realised changi was nearly empty except that irresposible people again dont know how to clean their ass! Plastic rolled across end to end. Matress being left in the middle of the open space. Tissues, rubbish, boxes and "you can simply name it" were all over changi beach. Aku kesian itu bangla tau! Hahahaha.
And this blog is long long long. Hello! Im happy like I must be. Actually, I've got to start doing my best in my sudies. Aku so motivated ah!
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Hello beautiful people! Yesterday, someone made me giddy up happy. Tomorrow till morning tuesday, Ill be at changi, having a beautiful pit with my family and cousins. We want to make it besar-besaran gitu? I so cannot wait to meet the small kids, eventhou they might be irritating sometimes. And tuesday afternoon, im gg out. Like yah, yah! I know Ca1 is on wednesday.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Yesterday was fun! I met up with Hakim after school and bumped into my mum. Huhuhaha! We headed to Bugis and ate at Banquet. After which, we walked around Suntec City and i got gaga crazy over the chocolate dipped fruits and ice creams. It was expensive but we went to Musical Fountain for fun! We headed to Marina Square and again gaga crazy over chocolate dips. And what you know? The price was twice than the previous one. We ran to Suntec City before it close down and took our last supper there. Please that chocolate dip ill remember forever. & Mr Hakim thank you for everything arhs! Hahahaha. Lain kali beli jam okay?
Today, school was fine and Farhan(my sister's bf) bought me an adidas watch. Thank you mr! Hahaha. Okay, this weekends, Im having a bbq at changi with parents. Yay!
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Happy birthday to dear Khaddijah!
Monday, February 12, 2007
Im relleh inlove with this song. I hate the fact is that the past are always in my mind. Describe it with one word. Nina-ne-nina! Valentines = love. Huhuhaha! Wo ai wo pu ceh tao(Did i describe it correctly? "I love i dont know") Damn the cupid in tutus!
Late congratulations to the people who pass their O-levels with colourful colours. Your my idol babe! Im imgining myself with the A1 A1 A1. Yeah! Repeat me twice ah. I don't care if now seems like I can't achieve it. But I must use all my positive minds to it, and archieve it all. Make my mum and dad happy. Make my neighbours kiak face down, upside down sekali! (Sorry ah, geram sekali gitu)
Im so happy to the people who are truely inlove. Ill be in your feet in no time. Aku cinta cookie monster! Sungguh blue. Happy advanced Valentines. Happy advanced Friendship day. Sayang semuer kawan-kawan saya! Korang make life happy gitu.
Cheke bom bom cheke bom bom!
Marques Houston- Circle
You know whats funny?
Seems like every time I try to forget about you,
My feelings pull me back in.
You see, its crazy,
Cause I got somebody else,
You got somebody else.
But you and I both know,
That it really is
But still,
You know what Im saying, B?
Ran across a picture you took of me,
and you crossed my mind
I still hear you sayin you love me,
when I close my eyes\
If I didnt go away to school,
Then where would we be?
Probably still together and somewhere happy.
If Im supposed to be moved on in a new relationship darlin,
Then why are you still hauntin me?
They say
[Chorus]
If you love something, let it go,
And if it comes back then thats how you know.
I got to the stop light then I made four rights.
Now Im back where I started,
And youre back in my life.
the further that I go the closer I get back to you
I say I moved on,
Til Im reminded of you.
Can somebody help me?
To help me get out of this circle (out of this circle).
I drove past your house the other day,
I didnt even mean to,
I went the wrong way.
I ain't seen your mama in a while.
When she looked at me, she smiled,
And asked me if Im doing okay.
Took everything I had not to bring up your name,
And wonder if you came home for the holidays, yeah
She asked if I could stay awhile,
Cause you had come in town
And you were just five minutes away.
[Chorus]
If you love something, let it go,
And if it comes back then thats how you know.
I got to the stop light then I made four rights.
Now Im back where I started,
And youre back in my life.
The further that I go the closer I get back to you
I say I moved on,
Til Im reminded of you.
Can somebody help me?
To help me get out of this circle (out of this circle).
To anybody whos listening to this,
If you got the person that makes you wonder what if,
Let me hear you say yeah (yeah),
Say yeah (yeah)
Say yeah (yeah)
Oh yeah (oh yeah)
If you understand how I feel,
Then grab that person now to let her know whats real.
Let me hear you say yeah (yeah),
Yeah (yeah)
Yeah, hey
[Chorus]
If you love something, let it go,
And if it comes back then thats how you know.
I got to the stop light then I made four rights
.Now Im back where I started,
And youre back in my life.
The further that I go the closer I get back to you
I say I moved on,Til Im reminded of you.
Can somebody help me?
To help me get out of this circle (out of this circle).
Saturday, February 10, 2007
I am so yet very motivated after the three-day "I am gifted, so are you" program. It also had boost my confidence to a very high range that I can imagine myself in things I can't do or dont belief that it can ever be attained. The program which cost me almost 200 bucks which was deducted in my edusave account, is really worth it.
I dont know, I find myself in the cats attraction or the fan part. Maybe they are attracted by my confidence. Hohoho, Im talking bullshit. Yesterday, I went out with dear Zareeza to the fund raising fair at Dunman Secondary. Waited for her at the canteen and proceeded to the hall to watch the live band. Okay kelakar! Then we headed to haunted house. Walked all over Dunman Secondary till 12 and headed to Vivocity. Tiring siah!
We ate at Banquet and headed to buy sweets at Candy Empire. I also bought sotong head at Old Chang Kee. I know, I ate alot ever since the starting of this week and for addition, I've spent all my money on food! This week saving was on just food! Bad eh?
We headed to Esplanade and walked around. Talked crap near the entrance then went to Tampines Mall. I ate cheesecake and the more I eat eh? It reminds me more of blahblah. And you know what? As soon as I got home, I found out that mum had bought us cheesecake, the half-hearted one. Cos part of it was given to nenek sayangs. She bought chocolates and everything so nice! Chicken wrap and noodles for dinner. Aku so nk jadi gemok.
Today's plans are actually studying for my upcoming CA1. While cupids are aimming and shooting bows and arrows, East View Scondary is having Chemistry DTs. Wth! Hahaha, but so what? It is not like I have someone to spend with for Valentine. So aku tk care.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
I can say that I'm so giddy up happy right now!
After knowing that I've been craving to ride my dad's two wheel ride
for more than a month, it shows me that I haven't got the time to be
with him at all! And i mean just the two of us. Bad kan?
I hope ill score much more better marks in my CA1
It had been so long that I completed my English Paper 1 just in time
Cheers for Qeena! Hohoho, Im improving in my compo.
Saturday; Actually I had a workshop for my malay compo from 9 to 11
But it was dragged to 1130. I slept as soon as I reach home.
I was supposed to meet Basith at 230 in the afternoon.
But i woke up at 3plus in the afternoon, I know i late siak!
I got ready and went out at about 4 in the afternoon.
After months not meeting, at last!
Skafest was boring, to me. I should have went to hardcore gig siak!
I bought a new chain for my necklace which broke.
Very saddening cos it meant alot to me. 15th brithday siak!
Sunday; I watch soccer match. For the first time, I watched it whole.
Sunday mendak kiak!
Monday; Damn aku mls nk gi sekolah!
I realised ms chua confiscated my books. Huhu! Need to pay 50 cent for it.
Tuesday; Hakim Mosquito! Pe jeh pe jeh. Hahahaha
Nari aku tk concentrate in class sgt. I was building castles in the air.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Today i ate alot, jump alot, hyper alot and alot alot alot.
Today's hot topic is Lion Roar! Singapore won over Thailand for soccer
and i wish i could go Thailand to support them.
Shout the "toot toot toot toot toot BUTO!"
Please dot mind about the vulgarities :]
Yesterday, I watched the soccer match with Iskandar and friends.
I dont know soccer match was that fun. Hahaha!
Im so back in the 90s or smth. I conferm next match,
aku nk pergi and that takes me another ah ah ah years!
These few days, I caught the worst cold along with a fever
and that's why im happy for now cos' im fine today!
No more sore throats, running nose and a bad cough
which is such a pain in the throat.
I can say im still that laid back person. I know i shouldn't have.
But eh! Im a kid in the heart. I still want to have fun and to never grow up.
Gagaga! Stop it oh kay. I know lah im freaking talking alot.
There is like too much to say about these days.
School is different and it is celebrating their 20th Anniversary.
Hooray for East View Secondary School!
7th to the 9th feb is Adam Khoo's program and i can say i cannot sabar.
Last tuesday, me and aisyah did our own shopping.
I know that wasn't the right timing.
It doesn't matter and at least i got the whole changing room to myself
except that aisyah got herself hurt cos of me! Okay im sorry lah beb,
aku tk sengajer. Kaki kao okay kan? I love my new clothes
except that im selling
Pls ah i need to get rid of it. Interested, tag me.
I just bought it last tuesday and think im not gg to wear it anymore.
Im not interested in tangs.
